Why do I put you on a pedestal when you absolutely don’t deserve it?
Even friendships have honeymoon periods
Nothing stays shiny forever, over time everything dulls
I’ll get over this and I’ll be okay. I need to choose someone who chooses me too. I can’t chase after the idea of someone anymore. I love him but he doesn’t love me and thats okay, I’m okay.
Can you miss someone you never had? Or barely knew? Or is it just the idea of them you’re missing?
Sex runs everything. Sex is at the core of our beings. Our identity. Sex gets people to risk relationships. Sex gets people to risk their lives. Sex gets people to risk their freedom. Sex is at the base of art. At the base of music. At the base of love. Sex is the center.
Does anyone ever think they’re a bad person? Or do we all just think were good? Who’s right?
Alcohol sands the edges off of awkward social situations. A scary crutch to have.
I’m the type of girl who thinks acknowledging things makes them more real. Or will ruin them. A crush. Once I acknowledge it fully, it takes over me. A happy moment. Once I really see it, I feel like I’m jinxing it. I’m too extreme. I’m all in. I have an addictive personality. To food, sex, people. I can’t take a step back. I get out of control. I have so much love to give to people. If I choose you, I will absolutely and genuinely love you with all of my being. I just have yet to meet someone who chooses me back.
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