A freshman in college Very young Naive, Eighteen Belief in love is not yet faded I hope its real I was not yet jaded Boys start with wanting physical things Right? Thats true? Even the good ones. But they want more soon? They’ll want to get to know me? After a cuddle and kiss? At […]
Read More “No one will ever like you for your personality, they just want you as a hookup”I had a bit too much to drink last night. Tequila shots and pickle backs in the mix. There was dancing and slurred words with friends as I stumbled around my favorite bar. You see me and twirl me around; you make me giggle at your jokes. You’re a friend of my best friends ex, […]
Read More About Last NightSex has always been a weird thing for me. I consider myself a pretty sexual person, but a childhood riddled with insecurities that have only continued to thrive throughout college has kept my relationship with my body very… not great. Because of this I kept everything at arms length (literally) for quite some time. I […]
Read More My Sex Life: Part One- A Puke Inducing First Kissi have such a hard time relating to other people i just don’t know how i can live this life-my whole life- like this. i feel like an outsider. i try to hard to understand and talk about things people like but i just am on a different planet mentally. im too awkward, I think […]
Read More what i really mean when i say “can’t relate”when i die don’t talk about how i lit up a room every time i walked in it or how i was loved by all how people just gravitated towards me this isn’t true why do we say these things about the dead? be honest about me no one even noticed when i walked into […]
Read More i didn’t light up the room-2/24/18i don’t even know how i’m the same person as i was then i moved here to start a new life so full of excitement and joy and motivation everything was new and i loved it i was confident i was getting everything i ever wanted why am i giving that up why am i […]
Read More 5/1/18- questioning my choice to leave la (i did anyway)not good enough never have been will i ever be? it has been instilled in me covers of magazines girls with waists so tiny family dinner raving about the golden child never asking about me every boy i’ve ever met getting what they want then they leave now even my own eyes in the mirror […]
Read More will i ever like meMost twenty somethings, even high schoolers or younger at this point, have some experience with FaceTune. Whether you’ve busted someone for a bad edit job or even edit your own pics with it, you can’t really miss it on Instagram these days. As someone who smooths my skin, whitens my teeth, and occasionally shaves off […]
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