what I deserve (today is the three year anniversary of my rape)

Wow. Three years. Three years of nightmares. Self doubt. Self hatred. Confusion. Confusion about sexuality. About love. About men. About me. About what I deserve. Or about what I don’t. Meaningless sex with men I don’t care about. Shying away from the ones that I do. A loss of trust. Of vocal power. A rise […]